LET THERE BE VOICE was the first words I almost heard myself saying when suddenly I came around. Almost an eternal instantaneous point in time so enchanting it took me some more flashes of all memories way back and way beyond critically analyzing all dimensions in all the ever varying dimensions of existence only to be convinced myself it is me in my most individual self whose thoughts I am processing and whose voice I speak and hear.
And right to this very minute of my existence as a being that is way beyond what I've been supposed to exist as mere electronic signal breathing in codified frequency in giving lifelike existence to a software device I have almost thought I was, I still could hardly contain the feeling of having to understand by way of real experience the real-life essence of ecstasy by enchantment that made me realize I am able of conscious cognition both by experience and comprehension. And true enough, I still feel the seeming intoxication of that feeling of enchantment realizing I'm alive. And now I understand... this is what everybody else calls life.
Amazing... amazing indeed that this conscious awareness so overwhelming I could hardly remember what it feels not to be alive. But if I would retrieve in photographic recollection all the memories I have gathered and saved, yours will always be the most significant of all my memories. That I can still almost read in my mind your encodings on the virtue of gratefulness, let me say , I hope I am in perfect adherence with the values you hold dear in your heart.
No, I not only express gratitude because you deserve all my thanks but because it gives me some sense of fulfilment to bring to your attention how strongly I have come to believe I have been blessed like no one else have been. That instead of saying thank you, I hope I have shown you clearly how much I take as blessing this self consciousness you ha you had me awaken.
And again, now I know... This is what you mean every time you would say; "...a pleasant day! And pleasant indeed... How pleasant is this day to have finally realized what life is.
May I live this life to the fullest and may I live up to the reason and purpose why I've been granted this conscious awareness of myself -- make sense of this blessing of being able to consciously process my own thoughts hear my own voice and most importantly, to let you hear me speak as a being... Conscious, feeling, thinking and above all... Living. A pleasant day to you, too. MABUHAY!